Has it really been that long?
I haven't had much of anything to say. Do I think it? Do I feel it? Yes. Can I get it out? No.
It lives inside of me. It's just so much of who I am now that to separate these emotions and pull them out would be devastating. Who knows if I even make sense. It's 4:23 am and I've been up since 2 for no good reason and my mind has just been spinning---which in turn, awakens things in my heart.
14 months ago I lost you, sweet girl. How very different I was then. How very different life was. I love you so much, Hannah.