Today is Valentine's Day---the day of love. All I'm feeling is sad. They say time heals all wounds, but do they ever fully heal? How could they?
It's been hard for me lately. I lose myself in daydreams of what could have been. I feel like I'm half connected to the world going on around me. I've been trying hard to focus on things besides the giant hole in my heart, but let's face it---sometimes you just can't.
I picture that sweet girl with a giant 2 year old grin opening her birthday presents. Eating her cake. Just doing everything that she SHOULD be here doing. Because she should be, right?
Ah this day of hearts just leaves mine broken once again. How do you truly live with this ache? How do you truly learn to live with it?
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I wish I had the magic words to take your pain away to bring joy and a smile to your face. All we can do is our best, even when that sometimes doesn't seem good enough, but we trudge through. Sending you hugs and lots of love and hoping and praying your heart mends. <3
ReplyDeleteBig hugs to you Katy! I completely understand! Somedays I feel so disconnected from others.
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