Friday, September 3, 2010

September

I can't believe it is September already. It brings on a whole new set of emotions, really. In just a few weeks, I will be staring Hannah's first birthday in the face. I have been thining about these days so much. About how it all began. About how it all ended---and began again, in a different way.

I am looking forward to the Share Memorial Walk. We walked last year in October on my 31st birthday. This year the walk falls 4 days after Hannah's 1st birthday. I am glad my husband and I are able to be involved in some way, too. It helps to be able to do something. We are donating the water and my husband will DJ the ceremony in the beginning before the walk begins.

Really, this is so frustrating. I have so much to say and just no words to use to describe it. Writers block of my emotions.

How I love you sweet girl. How I miss you.

15 comments:

  1. How wonderful to have a walk so close to her birthday! It really helped me to have something to put my energy into. Big Hugs!!!

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  2. I echo your sentiments. I really thought as September approached I would have more to say as well. It's just tough. My heart aches for you too Katy. I HATE that we have to face this kind of birthday.

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  3. I'll be thinking about you and praying for you in the coming days and weeks. Big hugs my friend!

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  4. Thinking of you and Hannah *hugs*

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  5. Thinking of you and praying for peace in your heart as you approach these September days.

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  6. Thinking of you and sweet Hannah..I can imagine how tough this month is..

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  7. Thinking of you and sending you ((HUGS)) as you remember your precious little girl!

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  8. "Writer's block of emotions" . . . I feel ya! {{{HUGS}}}

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  9. Sending prayers & encouragment your way Katy! I know how scatter brained and one tracked my thoughts were in the month leading up to Bryston's 1st Birthday. I'll be praying! (((HUGS)))

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  10. Sending you Hugs and Lots of Love.

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  11. You have some beautiful memorials to your beautiful girl. When she looks down on you - she knows that she is loved! Sending you love and hugs.

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  12. Always keeping you in my prayers and sending you lots and lots and lots of love....and a package this week now that we are back!
    xoxo

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  13. Katy, I have just spent the last...well way too long really considering I am at work and supposed to be working :)...reading through your blog. Thank you for your comment on my blog that led me over here. Your family's story is amazing and I am in awe of the amazing legacy that you are allowing your sweet little Hannah to leave. God is good and it is so evident that He is using your story to touch other's lives. I love seeing the beauty He is making out of the ashes!!

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  14. My girl's bday is coming up too in October. In fact, my friend's daughter has the same bday as your Hannah. She will be doing something special for her sweet child in heaven. Thanks for sharing even when there are no words to capture your emotions.

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