I am a 33 year old graphic artist/part-time stay at home mom. I have a 4 year old son Bobby---my best bud and my sunshine. My beautiful daughter Hannah---who flys above in Heaven. And my beautiful Rainbow who lights up my life---Eliana Grace born December 2010. My husband and I have been married for 5 years and have been through more than your average couple, but always try to remain strong for each other. I am extremely blessed.
No one ever thinks of pregnancy as tragic.....I know I never did. From the moment I found out we were pregnant with our second child, I was filled with dreams and hopes for her. Sadly I lost Hannah in my second trimester.
This is her story and my journey through grief.....
Grab My Button!
Beautiful Little Girl
Hannah's Tree
A pink weeping cherry.....
Hannah's Stone
The Children's Memorial Garden
Hannah's Quilt Square
Memorial Quilt Square at a local hospital
Hannah's Name in the Sand
Thank You Carly!
Hannah's Flower in Rory's Garden
Thank You Sarah & Richard!
Hannah's Angel Wings
Thank you Lea!
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
February 18, 2010: Due
A letter I wrote to Hannah as my part of the memorial we did on Monday to end our Bible Study. Thank you, Kristie.
Katy-that was beautiful-I just watched it twice through tears. I was trying to find the right words to say as your due date approaches, and was afraid to say something wrong, but from my heart, you have brought Hannah into my heart and life. I do not know if that sounds presumptious, or real, but I feel it and want you to know, although I think you already do. You and Hannah are a daily part of my thoughts and a reminder of all the beauty and fragility in life. Whether ladybug or angel, she has wings that spread so far and wide, and you have brought her to so many. God Bless you Hannah. God Bless you Katy-thank you both for being a part of my life, two of the truest and most beautiful parts I've ever known. Hannah is so blessed to have a mother who honors her so completely. Love always, Lorena
oh Katy, I started to cry watching this. I see so much of my Jonathan in your Hannah and I think its because we lost them right about the same gestational age. *huge hugs* I am thinking of Hannah with you. I am sure her and Jonathan are playing together in heaven.
*Tears* Its just beautiful. You are a wonderful Mommy. Thinking of you and your family, and praying for peace and calm as you honor Hannah today. Hugs, Nan xoxoxox
Absolutley beautiful.
ReplyDeleteSo beautifully written Katy. You expressed all of the same feelings I have for my girls. Thank you for sharing this very sweet letter. xx
ReplyDeleteBeautiful story, I love your choice of music too. Thinking of you... XOXO
ReplyDeleteKaty, my heart aches for you. What a beautiful tribute to little Hannah. Thinking of you. Dh, and Bobby.
ReplyDeleteBEAUTIFUL!! XX
ReplyDeleteKaty-that was beautiful-I just watched it twice through tears. I was trying to find the right words to say as your due date approaches, and was afraid to say something wrong, but from my heart, you have brought Hannah into my heart and life. I do not know if that sounds presumptious, or real, but I feel it and want you to know, although I think you already do. You and Hannah are a daily part of my thoughts and a reminder of all the beauty and fragility in life. Whether ladybug or angel, she has wings that spread so far and wide, and you have brought her to so many. God Bless you Hannah. God Bless you Katy-thank you both for being a part of my life, two of the truest and most beautiful parts I've ever known. Hannah is so blessed to have a mother who honors her so completely. Love always, Lorena
ReplyDeletesimply beautiful. I know that those words from your heart are the best gift your daughter could ever receive.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and Hannah Katherine tonight and always Crystal
What a beautiful way to honor your baby girl.
ReplyDeleteoh Katy, I started to cry watching this. I see so much of my Jonathan in your Hannah and I think its because we lost them right about the same gestational age. *huge hugs* I am thinking of Hannah with you. I am sure her and Jonathan are playing together in heaven.
ReplyDelete*Tears* Its just beautiful. You are a wonderful Mommy. Thinking of you and your family, and praying for peace and calm as you honor Hannah today. Hugs, Nan xoxoxox
ReplyDeleteThinking of you today. I know this is a hard day. Beautiful video. (((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteYour letter to Hannah is so beautiful and heartfelt. Thank you for sharing.
ReplyDeleteHey Katy, I have been thinking about you lots today. Take care :-)
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